Sorry just isn’t enough

I know that no words can explain for what I said about you, I don’t know if you’ll ever forgive me for it. Hell, I don’t think i could forgive myself. But all I know is, I’ll always be there for you, NO MATTER WHAT. You’re the only person that I could care for that much to actually never give up on. I don’t know what it is about you, ever since I lent my heart out to you, I’ve yet to get it back, truth is I don’t want it back. You’re the only person who truly deserves it. 

Hakuna Matata

sometimes i wish i could turn back time. To the days where there was no worry in the world, when death didn’t cross your mind. when i never had to worry about someone not caring about me the way i care about them. For now my life is in a very bad turmoil. I have no clue why I’ve been tested so much in the past year. It’s one thing after another, life just doesn’t play out the way you want it to. I can definitely vouch for that. But life drags on, as if i’m the ant being fried by the kid with a magnifying glass. but i’m still here wondering why me?, i’ll make it through this somehow, someway.